A story of lies

and cheats

of emotional beats

and being knocked from my feet

the story of my life

like a knife

I cut away all the pain

because I thought it would be for my gain

every which way I am lead

everything I know is hanging on by a single thread

If I let go I’d surly be dead

my head is burning with questions

my questions turn to yearning

I’m begging for the truth

I’m rotten to the core

there is no more fruit

searching for compassion

I found the door

I felt so unworthy

I fell to the floor

Then God came up beside me

and held my hand

he took a seat right next to me

and washed my dirty feet

these feet you see in front of you

were more worthy to be beat

every time I’ve mistreated him

and used his name

not out of Love

but for my own selfish gain

yet the Lord still rained on me

and washed my sins away

all my sins and hurts

are no longer in the way

the only time I cry now

is when I think of you

the one I Love you are

but you don’t know the truth

It breaks my heart every time

I stop…

to take a breath

and take that very moment

to think about your death

you will not go with me

if you don’t believe how I do

but all I can do now..

is tell you how I see

my eyes are opened wider

than ever before

the world is much brighter

and my heart is no longer sore

again I say I Love you

and I do really care

I want to help you with your struggles

and I want to always be there

but I am not the one who saves you

I’m just a human who cares

I know you have lots of sins

sins that you alone have to bare

but the Lord will take them away

please won’t you dare

dare to be different from you friends

God Loves you more than anything

and in the end

he is the one who sends

I Love you so I’m telling you

please search your heart

pick up your feet

and make a new start

I Love you but more importantly

God Loves you

and with him he wants

YOU to be…

By. Hannah van Sickle

I am me.. but what does that even mean..

I breath, I talk, I walk, and I can see… 

 but what is the purpose of ME… 

Yes, I breath..

but do I know why I take each breath 

Yes, I talk…

 but do I get trapped by what I say

 do I get caught in my own words

Yes, I walk….

but where am I going 

and Yes, I can see…..   

but do I see what I want there to be

All I want is to be free.. 

Lord take care of me!!  

I want to breath…

with the midset that i was made for a purpose 

I want to talk…

with truth and wisdom

and no longer have a lying tongue 

I want to walk….

taking every stride with you by my side 

and I want to see….

through the lens of truth seeing what my Father see’s in each of us.

I am me….Yes. 

but it is in him that I become who I was meant to be

A beautiful, empowered, Loving, caring, strong, patient, wise woman 

I cant believe I was blinded for so long

walking by my self and always doing wrong 

how hard I made it on me..

My careless words no longer stab like a sword

but rather bring healing to this world

it is a hot furnace that tests silver and gold 

but it is the Lord that tests the heart

This life is short

and my heart will be tested 

and even though many years where waisted in protest for control

I can now say that my heart is no longer broken but… whole..

By. Hannah Van Sickle

The sand, the sky, the birds,the water, a pebble, a leaf, the clouds, the wind, a flower, a bee, two feet, three paths, four sounds, one laugh, the heat, some sweat, a smell? not yet,  a berry bush, a smile, the road, a stick, a turtle, a stubbed toe, pink nose, large field, happy thoughts, midnight, noon time, sunrise, sunset,the day is done, yes… highlights of Sunday July 25 2010

The one way is Jesus